I cannot find an appropriate word to describe my life now

I always believe before everything settled down, there are hopes

I always believe tomorrow is bright

But hope is always on the other side of veil

Seems close, cannot reach it

The way to bright tomorrow is a little too zigzag

I cannot say I have lose my faith

I cannot say I feel so disappointed about life

I am just a little confused by the difference between reality and hopes

Put it in a more positive way

I still believe I have future

I still have passion about life

It’s good. Isn’t it?

My status:

☑Female  ☑still in 20s  ☑Single  ☑No special talent  ☑ Not that pretty ☑ No cars ☑ No money ☑will have a happy life