We meet on MSN every day, but we seldom talk too much besides work

But yesterday we talked a lot, not much about work

We found something in common, at least I think so

Today, it seemed he showed some kind of hint that can we be together?

This is not the first hint

But every time the hints are so unclear that I can hardly believe its existence

The first time I saw J, I found him special, but I cant tell what's special

Besides work, we seldom talk or meet face by face

But there always a place for him in my mind, I admit I like him

But I really have no confidence to be with him, because we are really different type

I guess he may have the same feeling with me

Feeling something, but not sure this feeling is right

He may also realize we are different type, may hardly get together finally

Or maybe I am totally wrong

All this is my illusion