My Love
Aug 7th 2008, 11:40 PMSometimes I think and I'm sure I wanna spend all my life with you, that I want to build my future with you.
But sometimes like now I feel your lack of interest in me, or just the apathethic way you are, that makes me think you don't care about me. So I face this situetion thinking how I could fix my life without you... and yes even I imagine myself with that handsome blond that studies in the next class.
Sometimes I feel bad about this thoughs, but I guess it's my insecure because I think you can cheat me, hide me things, look other girls. I know this is bad, I will try to trust you. more.
I will talk to you to make the things clears. If you make me sure that you love me. I will take a big risk and yes finally I will trust you and open my whole heart to be ready to build a future with you.
I really want a future with you, but sometimes I'm not sure because things are so difficult for us, you know why. So I think, for example, things will the blond would be easier hehe. Ok but I love you, not anyone else.
I just dont like your cold attitude, but I guess that's the way you are, so we must try to fix the things, becuase I love you my love.
:)
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