I’m a piece of shit. There’s no doubt about it. As usual, I didn’t do my homework during the weekend and on Sunday night I was going to do it but I was tired and I better slept. My plan was to wake up at 4am to be able to read my papers and do a small project with them.

My alarm sounded at 3:55 but I didn’t wake up. “It’s ok” I said to myself. It is just a class. Well, it is a class where I haven’t participated at all and where I haven’t done all my homework.

I feel kinda guilty but I don’t care. Lately, I don’t want to go to my classes (I have just 3). I think I’m sick of them but I must do it. My classes will finish on December and then I won’t have classes anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to do it but I feel so …. So strange. My thesis topic sucks and mind is thinking about everything but not about my studies. I’m lost. My spirit is out of my body. I’m a zombie. Maybe this situation is coz I made up my mind. I wanna be a teacher and my current studies doesn’t fix with what I want to do for my future.

I know I shouldn’t regret but honestly I don’t know what I have been doing the last 4 years of my live. Did they just go to the trash? Did I learn something? YES, I could be a teacher of Geography and History also and as you know I wanna be an English and Spanish teacher. And who knows If I learn proper French … I could even be a French teacher.

I met a teacher yesterday on ICQ. He is teacher of History and English J I will ask him how is to be a teacher coz Andrei Urbano says it is not that good hehehe. My mom said Charles has a friend who owns a High School!!! So, he could hire me as teacher J wow.

Professor Samantha is here baby!!!!!!!!!!! So, as you can see I’ve got my plans and my Uni is not here. But, yes, I know I need my degree so I promise I will stop being lazy. I will work hard this last months to get good grades, finish my Thesis and graduate J Then, I will be able to be a PROFESSOR.

About holidays, my mom says I should go to somewhere coz after graduation I will start working and won’t have enough free time to travel around the world… hmm hmmm.