I thought God showed me where I must go. I must go to Sib lol.

Yesterday afternoon when I left my job suddenly I fell down and I hurt my hand. A kinda old man was near me but he didn’t help me, other people were not far but nobody bothered theirselves to help me.

First, I felt stupid and I hoped nobody saw me. I felt so sad. Sadness fulfilled my eyes and I wanted to cry so bad. I went home feeling sad and crying. I thought: Why Sib doesn’t love me? Hahha

Suddenly, I felt so sad and thought about Sib… I wanted to cry even more… I couldn’t handle it and my tears dropped.

I started thinking that was good I don’t really know Sib. To be honest I don’t think a guy like him would even look at me or get interested on me. I’m such an simple girl. Ohh, I felt bad and thought that rubbish. Well, maybe its true. I don’t know.

I’m scared he won’t like me when we meet in real hahaha. What kind of stupid things I`’m thinking?  

I have never been the prettiest or hottest girl but I guess I’m not that bad lol. 

This post is rubbish.. sorry