Before, I used to complain. Why don’t I have this? Why is this happening to me? Why? Why?.  The correct question was “what for?”. They say everything happens for reason.

Now, I realize I have a pretty good life. Of course I’d like to have a bigger house, more money, more friends, a new Ipod, etc.  but those things are not so important after all.

Being honest, I’m a happy with my life and I thank God (if it exist … or any power in the universe) for all I have.

yesterday, Thursday, I was in my night class. I was a bit angry coz my friends and I are not going to a Conference in the beach. Why? Coz they have no money. I have never had money issues. So, for me was so easy to think “how boring they are”, “excuses, excuses”.

Later, I was playing with my netbook in the class. I saw Sib photo. KAry asked me: what are you doing? I said: nothing. I guessed she was kinda jealous coz I was playing with my new computer.  I didn’t care. I can be selfish.

While we were going to our homes suddenly she said: -“My father told me he didn’t want to see me again.” I was shocked. I hate this kind of issues coz I feel not useful at all. I don’t know what to say or what to do to support people when they have problems. So, I just heard her.

Kary has 2 sisters, mother and dad. In these last months Kary’s  grandmother died. And then their parents separated. Her dad went to live with her father. So, they were abandoned. As us, women, must be very smart and take care of our family, Kary’s mom bought a new house, further. Caroline decided to leave their mom and went to live with his boyfriend. So, Kary, her younger sister and her mom went to the new house.

The young girl was very rude with her mom and asked her to buy them many things. Hey, kiddo!!! Your mom has just bought a house!!!! Where do you expect her to buy you so many things? Kary was tired of the bad attitude of the girl towards her mom. And the kid said: So I will go to leave with my dad. Kary took the phone, called her dad to say: Brenda is going to live with you.

Next day, the kid went to school and didn’t come back. She left with her dad. So, at night kary met her father to give him some Brenda’s book. That why her dad said “I don’t wanna see you again.. you have been influenced by your mom. And you even sent away your little sister”

Wow, you can imagine how kary feels? So, so bad.

While I was walking to my mom. I realized how I good life I have. I smiled and went to home listening beautiful music in my Ipod.  My mom gave me a tasty dinner. I turned on my laptop and entered to my virtual world. Life is great. I was drinking juice and wearing warm clothes. At the end I went to bed. J Such simple things.. but they are so great.

Today I heard on the radio that angels exist and we have 2 taking care of us. I will tell them before sleeping .. hey, guys give me a message.. and probably they will send me a message trough my dreams.  Interesting, right?

They say that when you see 1111 it means pay attention if what you are thinking coz this is going to happen. 444= you are an angel and need to do more often what you are doing.

Well, I wrote that on Friday. Now, on Sunday I wanna write

*life sucks

*love sucks

*everything sucks

*school sucks

*im so sick of this