It seems I wasnt right. I decided to go and ask Oct.. hey is she your new girlfriend?. Yes, he answered: You’re right..she is my new girlfriend. Well, all it’s lost. I have been defeated by love. Well, to be honest I don’t really care but it’s kinda sad to know I didn’t play all my cards. I’m such a loser!!!!!!!

I didn’t see Erny all the weekend that makes me mad hahaha. Ok, it doesn’t. Plus I have been a bit sick. On Saturday I went to a party for bride… free drinks, free food and strippers hahaha what else can I ask for?.  My friend Tessa invited me and to be honest it was much better than sitting at home by myself.

The bride was like 19 years old and the boy like 20 hehehe what a horny and silly couple!!! of course the girl is pregnant so they will marry for that...

Anyway, I will be honest. I’m ready for commitment and I want a serious relantionship this time. At least, I want a boyfriend and not just a love affair. So be careful, ERny hahaha. Tomorrow I wont go to my class coz I didn’t prepare the topic (I don’t know what was the topic) I hope all will be ok…

Kiss cha