I dont wanna be in love. As I’m seeing more often Erny and it seems everything is impossible with Oct I feel I can fall in love easily with Erny. So, I talked to my ex boyfriend Ivan (we used to date when we were 14 years lol) and we agreed to meet again. I’m trying to not only focus on Erny lol.

Tonight I met Erny and we went for a coffee. I talked and talked. I think he doesn’t talk to much about him that is strange. He has changed a lot. He used to be kinda animal party but now he is more focus on his studies. I don’t know. I don’t wanna think about something serious with him coz I know I will be disappointed. I don’t have to create illusions. I will try.

I’m so tired. My studies are going well.