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Aug 20th 2009, 11:42 AM

Last days, my mind has been around in somewhere. Maybe, it's hell or maybe, it's heaven- a temporary heaven. Although, it's hell but I was happy. I was happy more than what you can think. I laughed and I also cried. I know you will not understand what I say. I know! I have an extended period of time immersed in thoughts. And I know that I love you. Maybe, you will not believe but that is true. I love you more than what you think. That is not much, just pass a limit between us. I know we will not. And I also know that we can't and I do not expect anything more than so. I can not do something you have to do damage. Me and you did not have much time. I will not be surprised if you say you do not understand. By I also can not understand you. I'm sorry. Because I did damage to you. I'm sorry. Because I didn't understand you. I'm sorry. But I really don't intentionally. I never wanted to do it with you. Do you know how I did? I know you will angry but I don't know how. I'm afraid you will angry me. But I can't do other. I don't know what you will say.
Do you know how much I was hurt when I said you promised you would never have meet me? I know you was angry. I don't know how to you can understand.
I'm so sorry. I cried when you said that. Because what you said and what I'm bearing. 4 years ago, I had no time to talking to you. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
I don't know how you are. I don't know what you felt. I don't know what you are thinking about me. I missed 'Evergreen'. I missed what you said. I missed what you did. I missed Tet holidays. I missed all what have you. But now, it's the past.
The past. It's passed. Now, me and you. We will live for now and for tomorrow, for the future. For what will happen.
I know now, maybe, you are angry me. But I can't come to you to saying that I'm sorry. I'm ready accept all what you will do with me. I'm ready accept. I'm ready.
I still wanna say I love you. Now it means other. Maybe, it doesn't mean with you. But with me, it means so. I love you. And now, it will stop at a limit.
Please say you're ready forgive me! Please send message to me when you forgave me. I love you, baby!

Tags: Love

My Mood: Crying