Today I was talking with my Chinese friend and I don’t know how I started to talk about Sibin… oh yes.. That handsome, gorgeous and sassy boy who drives me crazy haha.  I met in a chat a girl from Sibin’s country and I told her I totally adore Sibin, so she asked me to see his photo and I showed her, she said he was nothing special. Hmm, maybe is true but there’s something about him that drives me wild hahaha.

I like the way he is, how he looks like, how he talks, his face, his humors, his shorts and how he ignores me. Once I told him –Hey, why do you ignore me? And he replied: -I don’t. Do you want me to really ignore you?. Obviously and answered- oh hell, no.

I don’t know I found that man sooo enigmatic, so great, so bad, so sassy. I know that he is just a horny boy but I totally like him and you know he is not that bad I think he is a mamma’s boy. J

I love him. I hate him. I want to talk to him but at the same time I hide from him. I wonder where I can find a boy like him.. so crazy, so insolent. I like how he is towards me … so Sibin hahaha.

So, a chiense friend told me 男人不坏,女人不爱 and I was like: what is that? It is "nan ren bu huai,nv ren bu ai" that means something like “Women don't like men who are not bad”. You know I think my friend is right. Maybe some girls find good boys boring while bad boys are exciting.

For example,  my luv (how I dare to call him that ) how lives far away is a god boy but he is so boring… so I’m done with him but I don’t dare to tell him coz he says he still loves me and wanna be with me. Hmm, instead Sibin doesn’t love and I don’t love him but hell, I die to meet him, he is so manly and hawt and he likes me also and he calls me sexy hehehe.  I’m just insane …oh God , send me to B……

I don’t want to think about him… oh no….. nooo .noooo …

Get away of my head hahaha I’m getting over him …. xD