Yesterday night I started feeling sad. I was not able to sleep and I cried. I feel lonely. Last two days I haven’t been eaten, you know why? Coz I don’t want to eat alone. L I should go to a small place where I can eat… but I don’t want to go. So, I have better been eating at home.. but as I’m alone here, it doesn’t worth to cook.  

I wasn’t feeling hungry and I have some tasty cookies (yummy yummy) so I came home after working and eat cookies and coffee. Yes, it’s weird, but I don’t want to eat by myself L it’s sad. Yesterday, I ate instant noodles and coffee and cookies… great meal L later I had stomachache xD and at night I ate something my mother brought.

Today I was going home and made a stop to eat… (yes, alone again) but at least it was better than ugly instant noodles and coffee. The man that cooks already knows me that’s cool. J I feel sad again now…. Anyway, I heard is good to cry… to get out all what you’ve got inside. I slept well after it.  I also bought lots of chips and a cake that comes in a glass hehehe, so funny, I’ll eat my cake for dinner.

My job is good. I have been working for 40.40 hours J I just need another 440 hehehehe. Today, the boy of the other job called me and he said he sent me an SMS to go to the interview yesterday (1st july) Fuck me!!! I didn’t get any message. In that job I would start working on august because summer holidays… and I need to finish my 440 hours soon …. I just work 4 hours everyday hahaha. J

My uncle called me also and he says he found me another experience job!!! Fuck me!!! Another!!!!! In the Department of Foreign Issues (that is more according to my Major than my actual job) so I have to meet a woman and she will tell me about this new job.  Ohh ohhh so what the hell will I do now?  Tomorrow, its my last day to give my papers to my University so they will start counting my hours… but on Monday I will meet this woman of the Foreign department……

Oh God!!! So much stress!!!!!! I’m hungry now J damn.. I need a diet!!!

I'm in love with Sibin... I wanna go and meet him hahahaha yes im insane ... i know its impossible.... well, im not in love with him I just find him soo interesting and cool.