I would lie if I say that I don’t want to meet you. I can’t help it, I like Oct very much, I think, I don’t know. Sometimes when I am in the library I look around coz I hope to find his blond hair that will tell me that he is there. I have seen him many times there, but I never went straight to talk to him.  

Anyway, on Thursday I talked to him in internet and I asked him about Friday party, he said he was going to go to the party that the committee organize. I told him I was not going coz I had another party, John’s party. Well, it seems my destiny is being away from him.

So Friday arrived. Kary, Silvie, Peks are all my classmate were going to the Faculty party, that was near my home. I met Moni and Tats at 8pm to go to John’s party, Ramses didn’t arrived on time so we left without him. We made a stop to eat something and we finally arrived at 10pm and guess what…. The party sucked!!!! It was an awful place and we also had to pay for the tickets, yes, even when John is one of my best friends hehehe.

So, we decided to leave. We didn’t stay even 10 minutes and left. John was in the door and asked me: where are you going? Will you come back?. I answered: oh yes, we will just look for something to eat. He: oh we have food inside. ME: -I don’t know what my friends want…. Hehehe
I suck. I lied, but I couldn’t say: nope, I wont come back coz your party sucks, gimme my money back. I felt kinda guilty coz I lie.

Tats was so angry about this party that we went to the other. We took the wrong train and then we had to walk for 15 minutes but finally we arrived at midnight to the other party. Surprise, there was lots of people outside the place and I called Silvie, she told me: oh Sam, you can’t enter now coz many people came and they broke the door to enter inside and now the owner of the place don’t want us to get more people in.

Me: Fuck!!! She: -Wait a bit and I will try to get you in. I was outside but I didn’t want to wait long time. Police was also there. My friends and I were tired and decided to go home, to my home. We took a taxi and arrived home and I didn’t even drink a single drink!! Kill me!!!! Awful night. Oct was in the second party but I left ….. I had to drink vodka at home hehehe

Well something cool is that I saw Rodrigo!!! He is soo handsome!!!! He saw me and he said hi to me, that’s funny, I didn’t believe he remembered me, he was abroad studying ….. J  
So, this weekend SUCKED!!!! And Oct sucks too hehehe. I want holidays NOW! I met a boy online, he is so cool I like him so much I think I can learn lots of things from him. oh hell yeah!!!!

Kisses ...dont worry be happy =)