I’m kinda bored of all. My plans are getting frustrated.  My course to be a teacher might be cancel. L I have an exam on Friday; I still need to get an experience job to start working this summer, yes, bye bye beach.  

I have many things to do now, prepare the beach project, read a whole book about migration, get my experience job, and prepare the things for the French play and of course killing myself after all this.

This Friday is a party of my friend from high school. I invited all my classmates and they say oh yes we will go but now the “girls of the committee” (the girls who organize the graduation party) will do a party the same day so they want all students or our faculty to go there. So, I have no friends to invite to the party, my other friends say: oh maybe we will go. I don’t think they will go, so it will be only Moni, Ram and me. L

I don’t wanna go now …. I don’t know why I don’t have real friends … must be something wrong with me … I take responsibility of everything in my life so I will take sometime to analyze what is going on and how to change things I don’t like…

Emi is leaving at the end of this month... maybe I should invite him to the party? hehehe. I dont know xD

By the way I think I still have my feet inflamed… is that normal??

I wanna go away, away, away to start a new life far from everything.