Wow, I can't believe that i am such a fool and i should of seen this coming but never did because of the person that i was talking to last night and everything. I met this nice and sweet guy on aim chat and we hit it off very well and we were just talking on the phone this afternoon i got a phone call from is ex girlfriend and i was not to happy about that because i told him last night that i did not want to come between anyone. I just don't know if he knows that she called me but anyway if i do talk to him i am going to let him know again that i just don't want to come between him and her even through they are not dateing each other because of i don't know did not ask didn't want to know. I just don't know what i am going to do and or do i really care at this moment.

I'm just tired of getting played and shit and i just hope that chris knows that this shit is going on and i am not in the mood to play this shit again. I just don't need this stress on my shoulders and i just don't give a fuck if you ask me. I just don't like the games that people like to play on me because it's totally wrong if you ask me and i thought i was a good girl and i am and that just not how i want things to end up and i really like chris but i am just hoping that he can find a way to get away from his ex crazy ass girlfriend. I mean we were talking about all different kinds of things and i am never to sure about anything if you ask me i am just a lucky girl to have what i have in life. I just know what i like and when i like some thing i go after what i want in life and everything.

Actually, I really don't know what to do anymore and i am not going to play this game if you know how i feel about lies and everything. I just know that i like talking ot him as a friend if something happens between us that great and i am going to be happy but i just don't need someone calling me and telling me that they are going to beat me up that just dumb and you just need to grow up and everything if you know what i mean. So that how i am feeling right now and in my heart i know that things are going to be alright but sometimes i am scared to think other wise if you know what i mean. But i just don't want to get my hopes up and everything because that is the worse part.

Well Bloggers, I'm out for the night, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me, So peace out everyone, Bye for now, Please check back for more updates on me.