What it means getting older...??

Recently I sometimes think about What I did when I was in my twenties and What I am doing now...

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Many people said to me that almost people think their lives when the first number of age  is changed. (Only 3 months ago I was in my twenties but now I am in my thirties...)

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Yesterday I watched a movie which name is "The Reader" and I could see one woman's life in the movie...

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She loved boy in the face of he is much younger than her and the boy was her last love..

The other way she was the boy's first love so she had effected to his life and they really loved each other..

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When I watched the movie I thought about my ex-boyfriends...

If I did not break them up then maybe I had been married someone but I really had loved them...?? I can not be certain because I did not give them everything of me like a movie..

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Ah..... I am sick... so maybe I think a lot of various things and feel depressed.....

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I will have to recharge my batteries this vacation in Jeju...