Today started like a very ugly day, I was tired and I didnt want to get up but I had to. My mom was very sick and I had to take her to the hospital, it was a very sad moment and no one was by my side  I felt like the loneliest people on Earth and I wanted to cry so much. I wish I had someone by my side, but it is in moments like these when I realized I’m Alone… completely alone…  
I hate hospitals so much, I want my mummy to be good soon.

It was a sad morning full of sorrow and pain, so I didn’t go to the school (again). I missed 2 classes and at afternoon I went to my “French reading skills class”. I’m having some problems in school coz I’ve been lazy lately I must start the engines now.

These afternoon when I was in the supermarket and I saw 2 doctors, one of them looked so much like one that I met time ago, light skin, dark hair, and beard, oh my god, muy guapo! He made me remember some times when I was soooo fcking happy, oh yeah!!! So, I was happy the rest of the day, extremely happy until now that I’m not so happy. I have a normal mood now. I must do my homework now.

I felt so happy that I thought about the boy I was in with last year. Yes, that boy in my English class and I listened a song I would dedicate to him, it says:

I hope that you miss me
Put me down on history
I feel such a reject now
Get yourself a life
I hope that you’re sorry
For not accepting me
For not adoring me
That’s why I’m not your wife

I remember there was
Nothing I could ever do
Never could impress you
Even if I tried

You missed it my dear boy….. so I won’t avoid you when I get to see you, so you will see how happy I am without you.

My cousin is talking by phone now, it seems she has so many friends, people always calls her. She's going to Las Vegas next week, she is lucky.