these days pragmatic thoughts haunted my mind a lot. dogs around biting heavily. they started to conspire against my family, esp. baby's mother, emakingir. last night a dog in family name Jiang, rabbled with ema on land phone for quite some time, and dirty the house and its atmospher with ill willes. ema always a tiny but active player, in her social stage, with her full force of tactics. i disliked her poor and cheat resource, but taught her no less lessons in the early years after our marrage. all in vain. she desperate for her show, quite some ingredience of feminism, under the influence of her evil mother. that's all gone with the 5th snow, which can kill and did. snow in every corner can bring prosperous and auspicious. i love snow and known its greatest gift from my beloved in Japan. i longing in reunion with u, my dearest.
today is a bit messy. i preparing migrating my email client from foxmail to thunderbird. and lots of things awaiting to settle down. but still i saw the light foldered just in a corner. i will neat my space with more readiness.