Perhaps, life is not the same as I think. Things always change by a certain rule. Even the thought of me, by you. Everything is changing. I ever been to pursue what is called perfect. And I realize that nothing is perfect. Everything is not perfect. I do not know why. Why everything is always bad for currencies? I used to think that he is happy. But when I think back only a small portion of happiness. I have you. I have everything. But now, I think. I think it is true? I do not know. In me now, is the only suspect. I have you. But now, I can not. Your heart too folder. I was only occupied a small portion, in a corner is in your heart. I have not, you still have the other girls. I'm not beautiful. I'm not sexy. I do not have all but I have a heart. A heart is tremulous, are bleeding because of you. I have a belief in you. Next you, I was me. You made me laugh. You made me cry. You have made me happy. And I thank all you did. You have made me angry. You make me crazy. But I still love you. I accept everything, just to get you what you want. I accept leave you, just to you have happiness. I believed that I was a perfect person. But not, I'm not perfect. I just be a normal person. I'm not perfect. I'm not strong. All what I have be you, you and you.
Do you know what I did? I did all because I wanted you to happy. I just wanted you to happy. I love you, although you are not perfect. You're not beautiful. I will still love you. I love you more all. I was wrong. And I don't want to wrong again. I'm hurt. And I don't want to hurt again. I don't need have you. As long as you here with me. I don't need you must say you love me. I just needed you here with me. I don't need all. I need you. Need you. I don't wanna own you. Because you are you. I love you more all.
I love you. I don't promise I will love you forever. I just promised I will love until I can. I love you. Don't care what is written in your history. I just wanted to you at present. I wanna see you smile. I wanna see you happy. I wanna see you fun. That's all what I want. I love you. I wanna say I love you. Love you<3<3<3.

A new day begins, with a lot of work. The first rays of sunshine began lighting make vanish the cold of the dark. The drew drops are melting. The sun start - up higher. Outside, the leaves are being wobble before the wind. The combination of yellow and green of leaves has created a lively picture of nature.
I missed that yesterday, I cried as you, yesterday, I smiled as you, I happy as you, I lived as you. But today, everything changed. I realized that you are you, I'm me. I can't live as you, smile as you, happy as you. You gave me happy. I'm agree. You gave me smile. I'm agree. You gave me cry. I'm not angry. I'm accept all. That I know I have to leave you. I'm ready. Although, for me, it's too difficult, I have to do. I can't do other.
The past is past time. In the past, you were lively of mine. You were happiness. But at present, you are you, I'm me. I can't be you. And you also can't be me. You are far away.
And today, I decided that I will leave you. I will find for me a new sky. And it's of mine. Please to we are the past. At present is of mine. I don't need you. I need someone can talk to you, can cry with me, smile with me, can share with me. I don't need you.
I'm leaving to find for me a new sky. Find for me a happiness. I'm finding a lively. And I found someone. But we can't come to each other. The past and at present always go each other. You were the past. But in mine, you are still present. Although, we are not a couple. But we're friends.
I can not take all, leave a large space, a new sky. Therefore, I will leave you. Please forgive me. I always busy with my work. I can't wait for you. Please forgive me. I can't. Someone will help me forget you. But someone will not be a substitute for you. I love someone. Love someone.
I will start my life with my works. I will better more. Someone is someone. Someone is not you. Don't think that someone just a substitute for you. I love someone.
I love my sky. Love my lover - someone. Love... love... love... love.
You are at the back. Someone is in front. You are the past. Someone is present. Maybe, someone will not understand what I'm saying but I will talk to someone what I'm saying. I love someone.
I love Someone.

Everyone has been brought to the wind.
I just quietly, looking at everything disappear gradually in darkness
In my eyes started to show fatigue
Actually, I was too tired
I estimated I had not met him
But the truth is no change
If there is a convention, I hope I never meet him
Do not love him
But too late
I realize that I love him really
I love him and my special friend
I can't live if I haven't them
I love you, my baby.

    Dear Brian,
How are you today? How was your days? In fact, I do not intend to ask you this. But I thought you should know about it. I write this not hope you forgive, I hope you will understand more about me.
 
I was completely unexpected when I become with you. I become your friend on Easter holidays. We are the ones really. I remember we talked a lot.  You could stay up late to talking to me. And I also could get up early to talking to you. We are two people from two worlds. You are far from me. I never think we are couple. Maybe, it's virtual image. Right?

I want you to understand. Every time, I try to talking to you, this means that I'm lonely and need someone to saying. But you are not a substitute. With me, you are forever. Nobody can change that. Every time, I try to asking that:' Have you been miss me ever?', this means that I missed you. And this is real. I missed you everyday. Everything around me moving when I have you.

Every time, I said:' I love you', this means that you're a special person. I love you not because who you are. I love you because you are you. Everything around me become simply when I have you.

I want to say I love you. I will finish my exam in 3 weeks. Then, I will learn level 3. I will learn at that in 3 years, and about 4 or 5 years University. After I finished all my education here, I'll come to America. You can wait for me?

If we were not a couple in the future, I hope we would be good friends. And my images would still exist in your memory. I want to become your best friends, if we're not a couple. Would you miss me in the future?
                                     Your wife,
                                             I love you, Brian.

Please do not ask me why do you leave

Because you know why

I do not find

Because I fear you will be injured

Please do not anger me

Because you know I still love you

Please think this is a challenge our

Please overcome

While everything changes, I will still love you