The guy called when i am on the bus, it's crowded and i cannot hear what he said clearly, accually i know he wants to make me happy and would like to invite me to adam young's concert, which i am desperately want to, but that' s not good i'm afraid. because if i go to the concert i will live in his friend's apartment , i'v no friend there. most importantly this month my budget is in red. i do not have extra money to spend on concert and living even flight. although i am pretty much like to attend owl city's concert, i really can't.

In fact, i only want to keep a good friend relationship with him. we can help each other's business, life and whatever as common friends do.  maybe i am a person lack of sense of security and have strong self-protection consciousness, i cannot accept one person in short time.  or just say, he is really not the one i am looking for?

he treats me good, and help me a lot as well, but all the things he did cannot caus emy love to him.sometimes i think he is a good man. but  maybe he is not my cup of tea.

I have NO idea.

and i do not like the vagueness relationship at all.

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I just think the most simple happiness is not that you are fully around money, but when you feel frustrated and helpless, you have a real friend whom you could speak to / turn to.

Today i just back from the 2nd round interview, that's sucks. but result is acceptable anyway.

After back home, i opened my computer and run into a british young man, i asked what's your job, he said he's a barman. I asked do you happy with your job? he said, exactly. and he also have real friends to talk to when he's in trouble.

i just want to say, He's such a lucky dog.

I think i should get up earlier from tomorrow.

otherwise i'm out of question gain weight.  :(

today when i am seeking for my lipstick around my room, i found that my cigarette was missing.

that is my first cigarette. i bought few months ago, when i'm in a lot of trouble. One of my male friend teach me how to smoke.

and you know what he was scared by my expertly "smoking skills".he said you are so cool when smoking.

oh now the cigarette must be confiscated by my mother.

i don't know how to explain to her, any good idea?

24, and never been in love. is that a big deal?

Maybe its a little bit "abnormal" or pervert in western countries? One of the girls reveals that if a boy or girl havn't  had sex relationship when they grow up to sixteen, that means either they have bad moral character or suffered physical disaster.

Orz, Orz, Orz... ...

And , after that she said, if her current foreign boyfriend haven't had sex experience before she will hesitate to fall in love with him.

Orz, oRz, OrZ... ....

That's a technical question.  But I have my different thought.

I don't think the guy have no sex experience means he/she is pervert.

ok maybe this is the question about culture conflict. ?

If the clothes doesn't fit, you can change it within seven days a cashmere sweater. But a man doesn't fit, you cannot change like that.

We are just trying to protect ourselves in our way.

Alright, I'd like to listen to the radio now.