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Opened on : Jun 5th, 2009 0 raters 17982 views My lost thoughts. Fragments of feelings. Talking about what disturbs me, what defines me and how I want to bring this garden to life again.
 
 
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Live and Death of a Ower

Nov 5th 2009, 12:00 PM 0 raters


A little offer here, another offer there, some tax, small, in another place. A contract which exceeds much more the value that you use to expend. Some channel or magazine that you rarely read or watch. Bills, bills and more bills. Expends which going growing and

passing year by year.
When you notice there's no more leaving money from your salary. In fact you notice that your expends are bigger then your money in.

But you didn't notice it because you're doing some budget control. No, simply your bank account started to get into the red. You start to not pay the full amount of the credit card bill, guessing that will be just this month. "Next month I organize myself and

pay everything.".
You notice that's not so easy and then you're doing this every month. Your debits with the credit card became astronomical. Taxes over taxes. Snowball. You start to sort, yes, to sort, who will be paid or not that month. Your name has no more credit at market and

now you depending on the goodness of familiars or friends to buy something.
You ask yourself if there's some way out. If there's a turn back from that situation. You think in go away. Runaway to another place where no one knows you. Start again. But your family? Your wife and kids? Your parents whose have nothing more but you, their only children? With which money you'll get to begin in another place? Alone is easer, but isn't at the same time.
The drink and drugs help you to forget. Take you so easy to that distant place, where you can be anyone to start again. Suddenly you come back, and the feeling is worst and worst each time. Every turn back is to somewhere deeper where the light reaches less and

less.
So one day you can't turn back. You did runway from everything. Bills, taxes, charges... son... wife... parents... pain... The grievous pain that you're feeling in somewhere was the only thing that you brought with you. And in somewhere you try to record

where, in which point, could you had stop to take the control?


Tags: Taxes  Ower  Bills  Debits 

My Mood: Bored Bored

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StarOffice Update 14

Oct 30th 2009, 01:53 PM 0 raters



                          

Everything starts with a little icon at the corner of StarOffice Suite telling you about some available update and to click there to download it. Then your Templar Sage to try to install it will begin. First is opened a window informing you the update version file and to click the download button.

Done, the download can be done only through the Sun page. The button is only to lead you there. The page has 300 patchs and updates for a sort of kind of operational systems and products. You must find yours there. Wonderful.
To download it, you must have an account at the Sun site and, sure, be logged in. I remembered that I had one, but couldn't remember the login info.

Surprise! There's no option to recover your lost password! You can reset your password or recover your username. I tried to reset the password and then... HTTP ERROR 550.
I requested the online chat help. After had explained my problem he changed my password to "changeme". Good, now I'll login - I had thought. I had tried again and nothing. Invalid username/password, whatever. I searched at my mails - hail to the google search - my first account creation and found it. Good, now I have my username, old and changed password, nothing can be wrong!
Nothing... Username... Password... nothing... Tired to play "Guess your username/password" game I created another account. User log in! Now I'll finally download it. Something wrong... The release notes talks about some EXE - so-8-pp14-bin-windows.exe - but everything I can download is a JAR file - 120187-18.jar. No big problem. I can execute the java -jar 120187-18.jar command line and run to the touchdown.
Failed to load Main-Class manifest attribute from 120187-18.jar... There was no appeal or how to make this JAR file works. I tried to put the Java directory at the PathClass, tried to put the JAR file inside the BIN and LIB Java directory, etc. Executing the command line without the -jar option the error: Exception in thread "main" java.lang.NoClassDefFoundError: 120187-18/jar. I searched the EXE at google and Sun site, but the only result was exactly the Release Notes page.

I uninstalled the StarOffice and installed the OpenOffice Suite.

Hearing Norah Jones (Toes)


Tags: Java  OpenOffice  StarOffiec  Update 14  Install  JAR 

My Mood: Frustrated Frustrated

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The Froger Prince

Oct 27th 2009, 11:12 AM 0 raters



               Frog

The original Grim Brothers Tale tells us about a Prince which had been cursed by a witch to live as a frog until the spell was broken by a Princess... After throw him at the wall! Yeah... No kisses or love history. She throws him on a wall. Ploft... And he becomes a Prince with beautiful eyes. The scene seems a little ridiculous now for me. The prince there on the floor, at the corner of the room, with a purple eye. The frog never made to the

princess get in love with him. In fact he was insisting, like those guys at a night club talking and talking over the ears of the girls with their no sense making pass. Maybe because of this she throws him at the walls. The frog never had a kiss in the original tale.
There's also have a guy named Enrique, which is the prince Knappe (Scarce). When the prince is cursed into a frog, Enrique enlaces his heart with three chains, because of the sadness and painful for his prince. Just between us, its a little homo for me. At least he had some held passion for the prince.

After he known that his prince became a human again, the chains were broken because he's so happy! Oh my!!! Delicious!!! I'm happy again!!!!
...Please... I prefer when the frog won the princess love and she gave him a kiss...


My Mood: Angry Angry

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Зонтс

Oct 26th 2009, 07:58 AM 0 raters



There's something that I never saw (or never had noticed its existence): a fashion collection of umbrellas! Yes, you heard right... Fashion Umbrellas!
Why not? There are so many things for a fashion show like clothes, bags, shoes, etc., why don't also "fashionalizer" the umbrellas?
Imagine how cool would be you open your umbrella on a street at some raining day and someone tells:
- "Look at this man! His umbrella is a Colcci!!!"
Or also you came in so style at a Armani store to buy a Armani umbrella!!! - So cool!
Come on... would be great to buy the Priscila Darlot Winter Fashion Collection 2010!
So I leave here my suggestion to the famously fashion designers... Maybe because of this I have no vocation to be a fashion designer (thanks God) and doing this suggestion :P

Tags: Fashion  Umbrella 

My Mood: Cool Cool

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Ask Joe - Republicans

Oct 16th 2009, 08:45 PM 0 raters


I'm trying to restart the "Ask Joe" posts beginning answering a question from a friend of mine:

"I'm not quite sure but I have the impression that in US people who believe in these things (Author's note: this is about the post And She's Buying a Stairway to Heaven, which I talk about churches that charges money promising a place on heavens for those who pays) voted in the Republicans, I mean because of people like Sarah Palin, instead of Democrats. Particularly, I believe the origin of the Republicans ideas came from this kind of beliefs. What do you thing about? Mr. Digital coconut you can give your opinion. See ya." - This question was previously directed to my reader Meg (Cheers!).

Joe Answers - Dear Bambino, first I would like to tell you that "digital" will be my fingers print on your face! It's "Cybernetic" from Cyber! Honestly I'm not so familiarized with the beliefs and ideals of the Republicans. But if you were talking about the way as they found their selves moralists and pure, deserving all be in heavens, yes, I do agree with you. In fact I found that Republicans follow more a moralist way then believe in can buy (with money) their salvation (focus of the original post). Something like, they assume a hypocrite posture, showing how they are pure and correct to the society, being the opposite inside their homes. They find their selves in the right to critic everything and everybody. By the moralist way, yes, the Universal Church followers are similar to the Republicans. Apart the Republicans are not so innocent to believe that they can really buy with money a piece of heaven :P

Hearing Blondie (Maria)


Tags: Politics  Republicans 

My Mood: Cool Cool

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