I have eaten a lunch box with my co-workers in lunch time for 5 years because most of all restaurant which is near my company foods are a little bit salty...

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So I have brought my lunch box to my company.... but most of all days my mother have prepared my lunch box.... (my mother is very good coo, but I am not... :'(    )

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But last monday my mother is in hospital for knee surgery so I have to prepare lunch boxes for my sister and me.

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After work my sister and I go to the hospital for meeting my mother and come back home, we have to clean up a house, wash the dishes and clothes, do ironing, prepare lunch boxes and etc.

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Recently I have felt very tired..... so finally yesterday I had strong headache and stomache...

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I will respect married and working women because working at company and home is very hard to me.....

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And I could feel my mother has been tired for housework...

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So I decide that after my mother come back home, I will prepare my lunch box!!!!

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By the way, what do I have to prepare for lunch box....?????

A few weeks ago, my team manager wanted my summer vacation schedule so I sent my summer vacation schedule to him like this..

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Susan's vacation Schedule:

I do not have any schedule for this summer vacation.

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I really do not have any special plan for summer vacation....

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Until last year, I had traveled many other counties every summer vacations....

Australia, NewZealnad, Japan, Thailand, China, Taiwan, Germany, Austria, Hungary, Czech, Vietnam  and etc.

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I usually traveled with my younger sister because I feel comfortable with her.

And she is very smart and can speak English well. (She had studied English in NewZealand about 10 months.)

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We always made plans for traveling by ourselves.. (booked tickets, hotels and etc...)

It was not easy to us because I could not know about the traveling informations exactly so I shoud depended on information of books or the internet.

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And on the traveling was not easy to us either because the cultures of the other counties are very different from Korean cultures.

When we traveld in NewZealand, one old man put his bag from bus and his bag looked very heavy.

In Korea most of all young people help old people like that situdation so I put his bag instead of him but he was angry with me and treated me as a thief...

At that time I got an undeserved scolding but I could understand that was one of another cultures.

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Anyway I think traveling by ourselves was very great experience for me.

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But recently as I wrote my parents' health are not good and my health is not good either.

So I will just stay in Seoul and if I want some break then I will use my yearly holiday just 1 or 2 days..

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Even if my summer vacation is just simple and not interesting, I will enjoy my summer vacation~ :)

Yesterday my mother checked her knee for surgery...
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She has had knee pain for a long time but she did not talk to me at all...
She thought that I am poor so she did not want that I have to worry about money for surgery..
(My father's health is not good either so I have to earn money for me and my family.)
My sister said to me about her knee pain and I said to my mother that she must get surgery..
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I always think that the health is the most important thing in life...
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So she checked her knee by MRI yesterday and she will meet a doctor next monday for listening the checking result.
She wanted to go hospital with me.... she might feel nervous... so I will go there with her next monday.... I also feel nervous but I believe that the checking result will be not bad.
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I have not taken care of my parents well and I think the reason is poor...
Why could not my mother get treatment for her health when she wants?
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I am very... very.... sad.........

After lunch my senior sent me a message that was a guy who worked our company few years ago suddenly died at his office in this morning.
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I really surprised to hear the news.....
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I remember that he was a good partner with my company and he was very diligent...
Besides he was not old and did not be marriage yet...
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He had worked so hard every project so I think that he maybe could not take care of himself..
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I have not seen him for a long time but I remember he was a good person..
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I am so sorry for his death....

I decide that I will not waste time any more!!!!!

I had not known that time is one of the most important thing in my life.....
So I will try to laugh, smile, study, do exercise, respect my parents and take care my younger sister more than now..

Few days later, maybe I will forgot and not keep my decisions....
But I will try it again and again.........

Few months ago I had written English diary everyday on this blog but recently I have just written diary once or twice a week... I think that maybe I am getting lazy... :'(
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Recently I have still studied English in English academy for 5 months.
There are many good student in my English class but I think my English skills are getting poor.........
One of the student who is older than me is very good student and her English skills are very good... Even she speak English very fast...........
So after class I had tea time with her and we talked about many things that travel, studing English and etc.
She said to me that she has studied English every morning in English academy and she has studied German.... I think she is very diligent......
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So I decide that I have to study English harder than now and be more diligent!!!
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I have thought I am not a lazy person but recently I am..
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I will wake up early in the morning and do exercise hard and etc!!!!
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Susan!!!! Do something harder than now!!! You can do everything!!!! ^-------^!

Today I feel very sad......

The funeral service for the late former President Roh Moo-hyun will take today morning...

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He died on last Saturday morning...... He killed himself.....

I got up late on that day and I turned on TV....... and.... I watched the news that I could not believe..............

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I am a very emotional person so I often cry when I am sad or have an impression...

But I have never cried until now for his death.......

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Maybe I can not believe his death.... or I do not accept...

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In fact I am not his supporter but I think he was very poor person...

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I think he was the first president who is made by people...

Even if he was the president he did not want authority... He tried to be closed and understand people...

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When he was a child he was very poor so he could not go to the University but he studied himself and he could be a lawyer.

He always opposed the illegal things and worked for poor people and labors...

And he said to us that he thought a principle is the most important thing....

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But due to his integrity, a conservative camp and an organ of expression gave him a hard time.... and they always ignored him and did against his opinions.

I think they could not accept him who was poor and had no political backing...

In fact when he was a president most politicians did not help him...

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After he finished up his tenure of office he came back his hometown and he wanted to be a common farmer...

He said to us that the time of coming back his hometown was the happiest time during his tenure of office.

After coming back for common person, he communicated with people on the internet and played with his granddaughter and friends...

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But the current government did not let do what he wanted...

The publid Prosecutor's Office and an organ of expression announced about his news that was not established...

Most of all Korean people could guess he got a very strong stress...

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I think the current government was afraid of him.... why?? I do not know...

But after his death the current government is bothering him until now...

Even the current government ordered to the police that surround the place for incense burning by the police cars.

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What are they afraid of?

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Ah........ if my English skills are good then I can explain my thinking well.....

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I just think he was very poor person......... and I can not belive his death until now...

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And... I will remember him all my life...............

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In this Feburuary I registered in fitness center for 6 months and I decided to do exercise hard but recently I just go there once a week...

I know I have to do exercise often... but maybe I'm lazy person... :'(

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Thus... recently I gain weight so I decide to do exercise again!!!!

So I prepared some stuff for today's exercise...

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Usually using a treadmill is a little boring so I'll use treadmill with watching a baseball game on TV~~~

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After finishing the registration period of fitness center, I'll register in Yoga class with my colleague.

I like to do Yoga so until last year I did Yoga..

When I do Yoga then I can feel that stress is reduced.. :)

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I want to be a diligent person!!!!!

On last Saturday, I went to "Insuni Concert". :)

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Few weeks ago I applied an event which was "Insuni Concert".

Insuni is very popular singer in Korea and she has a powerful voice despite plenty of age so most Korean people like her song.

Especially her concert is famous for exciting and strong impression.

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So I decided that if I win the event then I'll give the tickets to my mother and grand mother and finally I could get the tickets!!!!

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[the notification card for concert]

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But they were so busy on that day so I couldn't give the tickets to them...and went the concert with my cousin instead of them.

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There were so many people in there. (Especially most people were old women. ^---^)

As expected the concert was so great and I didn't even know the time passing so quickly...

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So if I have a chance to go her concert then I want to go there again. :) 

As I wrote, I really like watching a baseball game so I often go to the baseball game stadium.

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And yesterday the team I supported had a game so I decided to go to the stadium with my co-workers and booked two weeks ago.

Fortunately I could book seats in a cheering section and I was really happy!!!!!

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But... Yesterday it went on raining all day... So... the game was canceled.....

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I was really sad and I didn't want to do anything.... :'(

Becasue last month, I had to cancel another game because my friend was sick... and yesterday the game was canceled again....
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In these days I have gotten lots of stress so I really need to refresh my feeling.

But I couldn't do anything in last night...

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I want to go to the baseball stadium!!!!!!! :'(