Well, Right now i am just chillin in my room watching the redwings try to bet  the blue jackets which i really want my team to win tonight and everything. I just been thinking about all the shit that goes on in my life and i just feel like things never seem to go back to normal and it's kind of crazy but i am totally glad that i don't talk to the fucking bitch Amanda Peck because i am so glad that slut is out of my life. I'm so happy that the wings won there game tonight so no game five that totally awesome if you ask me and now they have a week off so i can't wait to find out who they are going to be  playing the next round of the play offs and everything.

This weekend is going to totally rock and i am going to have so much fun that i just don't know what i am going to do with myself if you ask me. I just want to party it up this weekend and i am totally going to have fun if you ask me. Because it's just going to be me and my dad and my mom is going away for the weekend so this is going to be nice just spending time with my dad and everything. I really just want to hang out with all my friends and family but i am just thinking that things are going to be alright for the weekend because i am going to be with my dad and that the best feeling i have in this world but i might be going to hang out with uncle chris and my cousin nat and watch them ride there dirt bikes  and stuff that sounds like fun.

Well, Today was a really nice day outside but a bite cold out but the sun was out and shining and everything and i love it and everything. I spent some time out and i was takeing pictures and stuff because i thought that would be totally worth it. So i am just going to go through all my pictures that i took and see which ones i like and everything so that going to be the fun part i guess but anyway.

Well Bloggers, I'm going to end this here, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So peace out everyone, Bye for now.

L is for love between me and you
O is for our love that is true
V is for very happy to be
E is for everything you mean to me

I is for I am only for you
S is for special time spent by two

T is for Thank you, you make me feel as i do
R is for right i feel it with you
U is for us and may we always be
E is for everything you mean to me

M is for marriage will you say i do
A is for always i will be true
G is for gold a ring shared by two
I is for I am only for you
C is for clouds you have helped me see true

I don’t care if we have just met on line
I don’t care if we haven’t met personally
I don’t care if you have another love
As long as you love me this much

I don’t care if you are too far
I don’t care if we just sometimes chat
I don’t care if I need to stay late at night
As long as you love me this much

I don’t care if you can’t send email always
I don’t care if I am always waiting
I don’t care if you just respond once in my countless emails
As long as you love me this much

I don’t care if am here crazy for your love
I don’t care what others will say
I don’t care if I have a foolish heart
As long as you love me this much

Who cares anyway…
As long as we love each other endlessly…
But this I care to love you more than you’ll ever want me to…
For   I love  you more than you’ll ever know…

Well, Today was a very nice day and i went out and took some pictures and i am hopeing that they turn out all right because then i am going to upload them to the computer and keep the ones that i like and delete the ones that did not turn out as well and everything and then i am going to post them up on my sites and everything because that want i like to do and everything if you ask me i am always taking pictures. I'm just hanging out in my room and watching the play offs and the wings are so kicking  ass and we are totally leading the game tonight and i am just so happy and i just wish that i could go and watch the red wings play but i don't have the money and everything and alright though i can watch it at home. I really love watching hockey because it's great and all the fights that goes on in the play off and that totally awesome.

I really can't believe amanda and i thought she was a really cool chick until i finally see the worse side of her and she really does not know how to treat people with respect and that just funny to me. I just wish that she would grow up and act her age and not some kid for high school and everything because to me that just going to get you raped and shit like that and i am totally going to laugh if that happen like she did me and that not fucking cool but she going to get a clue of her own fucking medicine if you ask me. I'm just tired of the fucking bull shit and the drama that she causes and it's not right for me to have to feel this stress on my fucking heart and soul and i am happy with the life that i have and if she thinks that she going to get away with this bull shit that she counted on her fucking self i am going to be pissed.

I really don't know why she had to fucking blame shit on me when she the one that needs to just forget all the shit that goes on and just talk about other things and everything it's my fucking bussiness but i am just not the drama queen like amanda is and everything. Well i just don't know anymore how this all happen but i think i know it's fucking chuck and his lies that people believe and i am one not to if you ask me. So i guess that is the one fucking person i hate and she knew it and still being friends with him was wrong but i guess her boyfriend don't care that she going to get hurt and everything.

Well Bloggers, I'm going to end this hear for tonight, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So peace out everyone, Bye for now.

Well, Right now i'm on yahoo messenger talking to this awesome guy and he so freakin cute and i think he would be totally good for me and everything and that is what i am looking for in a guy and everything. I just want someone to love me for me and that just something i really want in my life and it's not  like i am asking for a whole lot and shit if you ask me. I just want to find some one and fall in love and be happy and  have someone that i can talk to about my problems and who is willing to help me and everything. That is what i am looking for in a guy and that not something you find everyday if you are me and everything. I just don't want to lose what i have in life and sometimes i feel it's worth it if you just believe in god and let him do all the work because the more i think about it the more i just willing to have anything goes wrong. I just don't want to feel like i am getting played for my body and that hurts when you find that out about someone and it's not right or to me it's totally wrong and it's not worth the pain that you feel as well.

So, I had my appointment with my social worker on tuesday. And it went very well because they are going to help me find a job that i can do and make some money so i can buy myself back for the new computer that i brought and everything and i know it's crazy but i just need to get out of the house and do something and not being able to it kind of sucks at some point in my life as well.  I am hoping that i'll find new friends that i can hang out with and do things with and hopefully find a boyfriend that will like me for me and not take advantage of me and everything and that what i need in my life. So i am not picky about the guys that i go out with because i just want them to be nice to my friends and family and everything. I want my boyfriend to be able to come to me if he has a problem that i might be able to help him out with and that not so much to ask for because that just how i am and i'm also very sweet and loving kind and caring girl. I mean i really do care about the guy i am kind of seeing but i don't think he cares about me i don't know.

Actually, I just don't know what to do about nick and the friendship that we got going on right now. He just really likes playing with my emotions that its kind or starting to hurt me in a way but i guess that just me thinking out loud and everything. I really do like him but if he wants to move on with the friendship that great but everytime that i try to like him more he always going out with people and it should be me but i guess that just how love works in my book if you ask me and everything. I just don't want to feel this broken heart again because i am tried of nurseing it again and everything. I just want  him to know that i have fucking feelings and i am not going to fucking play the fucking games that he's playing with me. I mean i really love talking to him about things but mostly he needs to respect me and not make me do things that are going to pressure me in to doing that just not right if you ask me and everything. I just don't want to cry over this guy because to me it's not worth it and i am who i am and that is all i care about. So i am just trying to forget all the crazy things that happen in my life and move on and learn from it.

Well over the last weekend things got heated up with me and Amanda peck again. I fucking swear that girl is a fucking drama queen and needs to grow up and act her fucking age because i am not sure how much more of the fucking drama that i can take from her and it's not like i am doing anything wrong because i am just minding my own fucking business online and she the one that fuckin accusing me of things that i wrote in my blog about my ex dumb ass boyfriend and that just because what i said about him was true and that all i am saying if you ask me and i know that he going to do the same on who ever goes out with him because i don't want him back in my life i would have to drop out of the face of the earth. I just want  her to fucking learn and leave me the fuck alone about shit that goes on in my life why the fuck does she care what i do with my life and it's not her life it's mine and i am the only one that has a fucking job and she don't and she never going to get any where trust me if you ask me she fucking lazy as fuck.

I'm just so tired of people getting in my business that it's not fucking worth my time and it hurts me to lose friends but oh fucking well if that happens then it does i can move on from it and i just don't fucking care about her anymore and it feels nice not having a friend to have bitch at you all the fucking time. I mean i look more better then she does and it's just because i have a mom and dad who fucking love me she don't have shit but her ugly ass boyfriend if you ask me that fuck up even more. Wow i am just on a roll and i know that bobby would be so happy for me because i am trash talking her and it's great and i am finally getting things out in the opened and everything and it's great to have that feeling.

Well Bloggers, I'm going to  end this here for tonight, I'll keep you all updated on how things are going with me and my life, So peace out everyone, Bye for now.