Im still lost .... soon I will finish University and I still dont know what the hell I will do in my life. Sometimes I think Im just wasting my years in university lol

Honestly I dont know what to do, I dont know what I will do for living hehe

Where will I go in life? nowhere ....

I need a profession lol

I will stop complaining about the bad things in my life, I will change my attitude, Im tired of crying and feeling as sh1t haahaha

Im not the best human on the Earth but I'm not so bad :P I'm fact im a very good girl :)

Nobody will make me feel bad anymore, I'm great... I believe in myself....

I can do everything I want ...coz I believe in myself.....

Someday I will pack some clothes, take my laptop and my favorite book and ask God to help me , coz that day I will go away and I will never come back ....

I have nothing here .... I must find something better... meanwhile I will finish my studies and find some job and learn many things now coz soon I will leave.....

but im also scared than running away is not the answer of my problems, but at least

I will have some adventures to tell my grandsons lol.

Yes soon I will go, lets see what life will bring....

Im not alone... Im always with myself ... I must learn to survive

I feel so alone now.... I have nobody in this life..... not even a real family

what a life...

someday I will go away and I will start a new life

I hope so....

I hate being alone .....i must learn to do the things by myself and accept im alone in this life

Sometimes in life we must play dirty to win
manchmal muss man dreckig sein im Leben um zu gewinnen
chasto v nashei zhizni mi dolzhni igrat' ne po pravilam (sometimes in our life we must play with no rules)

bazen hayatta kazanmak icin kirli oynamak gerekir....

qualche volta nella vita devi giocare sporco per vincere...
algunas veces en la vida debemos jugar sucio para ganar

It's a pity but It's true... the world is a jungle…

I dont know if im ready to play this game....